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Its been a long time, live journal [February 28, 2010]
Looking back and reading some of my entries, I don't recognize the writing as my own. From one entry to the next my feelings and viewpoints flip-flopped and, to say the least, I'm thankful that my life has found more steady footing.

I'm working as an EMT backing up Palm Beach County Fire Rescue and if it weren't for the people who ran my company, the job would be really great. Unfortunately, its run by a bunch of greedy people who would rather fire one of us than give us a day off.

I'm working towards my bachelors in nursing, wondering if that will really be what I want it to be. I'm also throwing around the idea of medical school, but that would mean 8 more years of this junk. Yes, I'm only twenty , but that still seems like forever.

I'm dating a wonderful man, but we have a long way to go in our relationship. I have some growing up to do and so does he, but being realistic is difficult... more so than I thought it would be.

April 7th will be my 21st birthday and although I'm far from a real adult, I don't know when I grew up so much. I feel like it happened overnight but also took years, if that makes any sense. I still don't have any friends, I mean, Jesse is my best friend and Janina and I are still close, but I'm finding it hard to make friends now that I'm older. I'm very much the same spunky person on the inside, but I can't seem to let that out in front of many people anymore. I don't know if I was brainwashed into thinking that that is what makes one a grown up or if its just me being what I imagine I should be.

I don't know if anyone still reads these things anymore but if you do, if i'm still on your friend list from 10th grade when I made this live journal. Then hey, its been awhile.
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